(a kind of freeform poem)
so. i just got off skype with martina. lets see how everything went, shall we?
i wanted to ask for her forgiveness, and maybe we could be friends again.
but thats not good enough for her. I cant say how i truly feel and be her friend
what kind of friend is that
thats no friend at all, real friends stick by your side
and forgive you for anything stupid youve done,
example, Olivehead, DiBari, Corn,and Val
at one point or another, ive done stupid things
but they accept me for who I am, not what Im not
and they move past all of the hatred that they felt
but
one things for sure
martina is a hate mongering person
and i used to love talking to her,
but now that I see her true colors
i cant help but wonder why i used to be her friend.
and this helps me lose any sense of loss that I felt.
and get over her.
