hello. it's been such a long time since i last blogged. so much has been going on, end of the year bullshit, class trips, my baby sister's graduation, parties… it's just too much, so im blogging to bring me back down to earth. it's strange to think that just two weeks ago, my dad wasn't diabetic, my mom diddn't have high blood pressure, my aunt vicky diddn't have a heart attack, and our neighbor wasn't pregnant. thats how much can happen in just two short weeks.
it seems like just yesterday we moved into this beautiful house, but it's really been ten months that we've been here. it definitley feels like a home now, not just a place to go to stay warm, or cool, or keep us out of the rain that's been ever-prevalent for the past two weeks.
a whole school year has gone by. now, im looking at colleges to apply to, to decide what i will do for the rest of my life. it's really scary to think about, that i'll be graduating from high school in two short years. when they say that high school flys by,they are totally right. it's similar to trying to hold water in your hands, no matter how hard you try, it just slips away, and you can't ever get it back. i really regret taking my time for granted now, i could have put more effort into my work this year.
im serously getting all Our Town on you all right now, but you really can't help but think about these things. it just sort of happens, i guess it's just a part of human nature. maybe it's time for me to go, before i get too deep.
ttyl, love,
~nick
