god i am bored

{ Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @ 2:28 pm } · { Indifferent }
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im just typing, i dunno if i'll make sense right now, but i just need something to do in order to keep my ADD at bay. I have noone to talk to , because everyone is at the shore right now. gab is going to a graduation at 5.00 pm, and shes been ready to go since about 12.30. its funny to see her straighten her hair, even though it's gonna curl as soon as she goes out into the unbearable humidity. i'm getting my hair dyed this week, dunno what color yet, but i havent dyed my hair since i was in about sixth grade. get. excited.

i guess i'll go now.

later, love, <3nick 

a reflection

{ Monday, June 19, 2006 @ 9:10 pm } · { Reflections }
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hello. it's been such a long time since i last blogged. so much has been going on, end of the year bullshit, class trips, my baby sister's graduation, parties… it's just too much, so im blogging to bring me back down to earth. it's strange to think that just two weeks ago, my dad wasn't diabetic, my mom diddn't have high blood pressure, my aunt vicky diddn't have a heart attack, and our neighbor wasn't pregnant. thats how much can happen in just two short weeks.

it seems like just yesterday we moved into this beautiful house, but it's really been ten months that we've been here. it definitley feels like a home now, not just a place to go to stay warm, or cool, or keep us out of the rain that's been ever-prevalent for the past two weeks.

a whole school year has gone by. now, im looking at colleges to apply to, to decide what i will do for the rest of my life. it's really scary to think about, that i'll be graduating from high school in two short years. when they say that high school flys by,they are totally right. it's similar to trying to hold water in your hands, no matter how hard you try, it just slips away, and you can't ever get it back. i really regret taking my time for granted now, i could have put more effort into my work this year.

im serously getting all Our Town on you all right now, but you really can't help but think about these things. it just sort of happens, i guess it's just a part of human nature. maybe it's time for me to go, before i get too deep.

ttyl, love,

~nick

hmmm.

{ Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 9:30 pm } · { Somewhat Relevant }
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i just love the smell of half days in the morning. i also am loving the dress downs. at least i can be comfortable whilst i suffer through the heat and boringness of my classes. im so jealous of dana. how could she leave me here while she goes to italy?

till i finally get to italy!.
+niko 

the ongoing saga between me and martina butler

{ Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 9:22 pm } · { Poems, Uncategorized }
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(a kind of freeform poem) 

so. i just got off skype with martina. lets see how everything went, shall we?

i wanted to ask for her forgiveness, and maybe we could be friends again.

but thats not good enough for her. I cant say how i truly feel and be her friend

what kind of friend is that

thats no friend at all, real friends stick by your side

and forgive you for anything stupid youve done,

example, Olivehead, DiBari, Corn,and Val

at one point or another, ive done stupid things

but they accept me for who I am, not what Im not

and they move past all of the hatred that they felt

but

one things for sure

martina is a hate mongering person

and i used to love talking to her,

but now that I see her true colors

i cant help but wonder why i used to be her friend.

and this helps me lose any sense of loss that I felt.

and get over her.

My Day Today

{ Tuesday, April 4, 2006 @ 9:00 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Hello all. My Monday started off pretty sucky. I HATE MONDAYS. I got writtenup for wearing my SJRC sweatshirt.Whatever, i really dont fucking care. Mrs. ONeill can go fuck herself. I came home and took a nap. We had meatballs. Then my parents bribed me with ice cream to see my sister's spring show. I got kicked out by Mrs. C for talking to my friends. Then I went to Maggie Moo's, where the girl who made my ice cream was toally checking me out. Thanks for the ice cream!

Later!

Niko 

Summer School, Here I Come

{ Saturday, April 1, 2006 @ 9:41 pm } · { ANGRY POSTS }
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Hello All, I've been just trying to keep up with my own life. As of right now, I'm going to summer school, for chemistry. I know, that I've ruined my summer and my family's summers. I KNOW, THAT I HAVE TO PAY FOR IT!, I KNOW THAT MY DAD IS VERY MAD AT ME. Sometimes I just want to SCREAM to let it all out. For those of you who know me, I seem like a carefree person, but lately under the pressure at home, I'd rather be at someone else's house or at school, and even though this sounds weird, I feel sort of relieved when I leave my house. It doesnt feel like home anymore, It seems like its a constant fight between me and my dad or mom. My mom, God bless her, can take it in stride, she's not happy, but she's not always mad. My dad, on the other hand, told me yesterday not to talk to him. I'm sure that will go well, cause I hardly see the man anyway. Take, for instance, what just happened. I was making a quesadilla and talking to my mom while doing it. I'm looking at her while im getting a plate. I accidentally grab a bowl and try to flip the quesadilla into the bowl, i start laughing and my sisters like "Yeah, you show that quesadilla!" My dad however, starts freaking out about me, how careless I am, and OF FUCKING COURSE MY FUCKING GRADES. This is enough to make me want to turn around and punch him in the face, But, Im trying to stay calm and laugh like my mom and sister were doing. But it can never be a joke for my dad, he used to laugh, but now that he has turned fifty, he's just a grumpy olf bastard. I havent told him that I love him in a week now. So the plan is to not talk to my dad at all. Until i get in trouble for that.

Till Then, You Lover For Life,

Niko

The AMAZING Kaitie J and Me n a HOT Dress

{ Wednesday, March 29, 2006 @ 10:55 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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EAT THIS HOT PIC!

I havent blogged in so long!

{ Wednesday, March 29, 2006 @ 10:25 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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I still have no clue why I have this laptop back. I sort of just took back my iPod and my laptop. I was going crazy without the slightest trace of technology in my room. I cant listen to cd’s because my fucking cd player doesnt work anymore. and i couldn tdo my homework here, cause i had no laptop.
Things will get better though.
Olivia, Val and I are going to see The Fray in may, my parents are getting me tickets for my 16th birthday!
I’m really excited, its my first concert BY MYSELF!
OK, gotta do religion homework.
BYE!

YAY!

{ Sunday, February 26, 2006 @ 5:51 pm } · { Happy Posts! }
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Its Official. I’m an Official Dawn and Drew Minion.

I saved enough money to buy to nudist pack. AND IM A MINION NOW!!!!

YAY

New Uni!

{ Sunday, February 26, 2006 @ 5:32 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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New Uni!

Originally uploaded by chuckie3show.

Me+Spandex=Amazing

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